Just came back from ECCLESIA!!!!yea~

it was soooo fraking awesome! and for those who havent gone this first one i suggest that you guys go next year. its so worth going i tell you, its so worth going!!!!!:D

the retreat was awesome i wish it never ended. so im going again next year for those who want me there hehehe:D

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well since everyone is saying this...

EEEECCCCCCCCLLLLEEEESSSSIIIIAAAA!!!! teehehehe

wowee~it sure has been a while since my last entry hehe:D

just until yesterday everything completely sucked..i was in a whole lot of stress because of  body worship, school, and praise team. it was all pulling me down till i fell facedown on the ground.

when i first joined praise team i thought that i could handle all of these stuff and keep my life balanced. it never occured to me that i was just being selfish about being a part of church. then on sunday i quit bodyworship cause it just didnt work out and my heart was so out of it, i had thing really uncomfortable feeling inside of me that i just couldn't get out. it was frustrating cause i didnt know what to do and it felt like i was completely alone in the world. but i prayed for guidance and protection, that God would lead me as i go, that God wont ever leave me alone etc. while i was praying this prayer i burst into tears and i really felt God working through me, it was as if i felt his presence. it was such a wonderful feeling and it showed me that i shouldnt lose faith and i should know that God does things for a reason and he will never do something that i cant handle.

it wasnt a pleasant experience but i guess this is what i have to go through to become closer to God

OH NO! gosh im scared of freshman friday...sigh* i heard that its really harsh in dozo...oh dang~what ever shall i do?=O hehehe

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whoa~! its been like forever since i used xanga~its all about myspace now isnt it? haha

my summer was the best this year!

going to a 5 week camp then again to a 3 day camptreat

it was the BEST CAMPTREAT EVERRRRR! taking out all the rain and bad tents..^^

it was all good im guessing that everyone had a good time there;)

but tomorrow is the first day of school i have to jung shin cha lyuh..ewww~